many a question swarm in my head, looking for an answer somewhere from my life-long exerience. but how do you find answer to those questions for which you dont have any kind of experience?i am in a dilemma now, i thought that i knew myself quite well but the more i look within myself i feel that i am seeing a stranger, in a pitiful yet interesting way. pity. a word which i avoid most of the time, trying hard to be strong and cool. but life, as i said earlier, is unpredictable. the more i try look into it i realise that i know very less about it and so i keep on looking deeper and deeper. i dont know where this search is going to end. maybe i dont work hard enough or use my sense enough that i keep falling for the wrong things. it's not like i am some kind of a pessimist, believe me i am a hard-core optimist, but all these optimism sometime gets all blurred and at that time there is no way out. everything start and end in a tight knot when all the optimism find its strong opponent and at that moment, well, i cant help myself. the purpose of my life become bleak and lame. all these years that i have putting all my blood and sweat on, they all seem to fade away and my life seem to be missing the real flavor and the real zest...where it need to be.
and now that i have vomited what has been bugging me all these while, i actually feel light and great. life is a never-ending struggle so i am not going to give up now when i am so close to what i have been working hard for so long. lets fight for it...yes!
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